So embarrassingI

Yesterday.. Was frightfully embarassing. (well I'm not totally talking about myself.) TEEHEE

Let's not go into vivid, disgraceful memories of the distant past. Let's just say it has to do with a text message, a show of skin, - at the wrong place! - a ton of tripping (over large, visible, dustbins), and claws. Well, imaginary claws.

So enough about the shame-faced story of my sordid -I'm kidding! Sordid... My life is as boring as a sheet of paper - past.

Today's topic has to be the most common place, everyday topic that millions. No billions of people think, write, cry, laugh and snigger about.

LOVE - like blood. but evil-ler

correct right? Too many people in the world obsess about it. And from young, we're hit by not so subtle messages in the media (THAT IS FREAKING EVERYWHERE) that love is wonderful, perfect, bittersweet, aww...-worthy etc etc. There has always been a huge hype about it, from holidays: Valentine's Day, White Day, All the Parent days.

Then there are the books and movies that have a whole genre specially for this feeling. You don't see anger getting a genre to itself do you? Even "children's books" have love! Peter Pan, Harry Potter, Twilight, Anne Rice, The Notebook, Twelfth Night, etc etc. I can't even put an AND because there is a never ending list of this.

It makes people go crazy you know. This emotion. Feeling. Whatever you call it. Big men cry over it. People start looking for it once they get a whiff of it, never giving up hope of finding, the one. They change girl/boyfriends practically once a week. They can never be alone. Everytime they find a new person to oogle at, they think, "could she be a potential, the one?"

How annoying.

Sadly. I have to confess that I too have harboured that longing, to find the one. Of course I didn't find him but well, it was an interesting experience to feel depressed, miserable and suicidal all at the same time. Then once you're over it, you go, "woah. It's so much more better to be single." Then you start on the warpath by reading books, watching movies, reading blogs (i still feel sad about that blog), reading manga, watching anime, looking at the couples around you and you want one too! You want to find, the one.

I heard this funny saying: "Love is patient, love is kind, love will make you lose your mind" HAHAHA James Mardsen said it. So funny! So true please.

See. The ever encompassing joy of love. PFFTT....

- so what if i'm bitter! -